I'm not sure.
About anything at all, really.

I'm almost done with my college basics yet I have absolutely no idea what to major in. I've really never even cared for school that much, honestly.

I'm pretty sure I still have feelings for my ex. And I know for a fact he's still in love with me. Yet... I know it could never work out. And I go on and off about the Ben constantly. I'm not sure if I love him. Especially when I still feel things for Matthew.
Ben is great. We have fun... but sometimes it just doesn't feel right.

My 20th birthday is on Saturday. I could care less. I'm going to work at 6am, and then going to sleep.

I hate my new job. Completely hate it. I hope to God that the other job I applied for will call me back, because I completely despise this one. But I need money.
and that's how it goes, I guess.

I only ever write in here when I'm depressed.
I feel good sometimes, too. It's just... there's too many hard things floating around and I don't like un-solved problems

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